Abigail and Evan don't really exist any more. Well, if they do, then they're hiding away in some dark corner of my mind.
I've been thinking lots about loversandtea, and I've decided that neither of those characters were really mine. Evan was a kind of Marten rip-off (from QuestionableContent), and Abigail was always going to turn into Lilah (from Ctrl+Alt+Del). However, after reading some webcomics which have been amazing, and I mean almost better than QuestionableContent, and spending quite a lot of time by myself, and not always being the talkative one in the group, I've actually made someone in my head.
It's kinda weird I suppose, I mean, I know nothing about her, so we have talks, and she's introduced herself to me properly now, as well as having told me quite a bit about her. Still, I only know her a tiny bit, but it's always nice to always have someone to talk to who you know not very much about. I've managed to get her onto paper once or twice now, and I really, really like how she's come out, but the annoying thing is that she's just so personal now.
I mean, I was happy drawing before, even if I made mistakes, but now, making mistakes makes me feel bad, and when I do get her just right, I don't want to share her. That's really the whole thing that makes her special, the fact that she's just mine. This is obviously quite contrary to the mindset of making webcomics, which is pretty irksome. I want to draw her, I can draw her. I don't want to share her, but her very existence is due to the fact that I originally wanted to!
I know this all sounds a bit kooky, and it probably is just lack of sleep, or something like that, but I really like this person, and I just hope that I can actually get comfortable enough to start making a webcomic.

Damn it, one day I will actually make a webcomic, ONE DAY.